Re: Bad news

I suddenly felt down after reading the email that Kwong Hong sent me. Now, whether Intel converts me or not is just a secondary question compared to this matter. The mounting tension in me beat like a second heart as it dawned on me that I could do nothing but to face the predicament that I had laid myself upon five years ago.

I know that it would do me no good to reflect on the past and thinking would it be better if I had done such and such…

Now, I can’t help but to wonder, what would wise men do in such a situation like this. Since nothing is confirmed yet… and will still be so, at least months from now… should I lay aside the matter and just focus on things at present, or should I start pre-planning my way ahead for what might happen and what might not? Or should I just mail it in and hope for the best?

Oh… I am at a crossroads, but the good thing is, I have my friends with me, and I know I am not alone.