I Hate Friendster~!

I was gonna call it a day, with Blogster ruining my previous post and all~ (possibly an indication of telling me not to blog about this), but I guess I shall be true to my feelings and just so you know, I'm not always sugar and spice and everything nice. So here goes:

I Hate Friendster!

I know most of you out there possibly can't thank Friendster enough... for rekindling old flames, casting new nets and such~

But I really, really hate Friendster...!

I hate receiving Friendster updates, and I hate to see other people's exciting lifestyles and compare them to my boring life. But most of all,

I hate having to log on and click on you despite myself.

I hate seeing you with your new-found gal, I hate seeing you smile.

I hate the way you so lovingly call her name like there was no one else before her, I hate the way you make me frown.

I hate the way how your arms seem to cling so naturally around her, just like the way you held me close.

I hate how your eyes seem to sparkle and shine, I hate the way you used to call aloud my name.

I hate you for leaving me by myself, I hate you because its been so long but I can't seem to control myself.

I hate you because I promised myself never to think, but I still blog about you...

In the end, do I hate Friendster, or do I hate you?

I guess, I really still do love you... Or is it what they say, "love never known is hard to recall?"

*Note: 1. I shall be okay after a day or two :)
2. Yes it REALLY does sound like an adaptation from 10 Things I Hate About You.