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Saturday, May 06, 2006

Goodbye Lovely Afternoon

This afternoon can't keep getting any better. What with a hot cup of cappucino and its sweet wafts of aroma, and sitting here with the delightfully interesting read "The World Is Flat, My Boobs Are Not " by Thomas L. Friedman, while looking forward to the glorious Mexican food with my friends at Las Carettas later, I'm thinking: there can't be anything more better than this.

But how long will these days be before they end? The answer lies just less than one month away.

In less than one month, I shall leave this place forever. I had already completed my last lab report, last assignment, my last lecture... I didn't take any photographs of us being in the tutorial class or in the lecture hall. Suddenly, it hits me that my undergraduate life has just ended without a trace... all I'm looking forward to now is my exams, then it'll be all over. I don't know why, despite all the grumbles about this barren place, suddenly it feels so hard for me to leave Cyberjaya behind.

Goodbye to friends that I've known so long, and acquaintances that I've just beheld, goodbye my classes, tutors, lecturers, my lifestyle as a student... and goodbye to my lazy hazy days just lying on the bed dreaming of you...

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

每一句说话

曾遇挫折失败
旁人不理我呼嗌
全因你某天舒我愁怀
我已深深了解
但你忘情将爱活埋
何解不理这心态
还请紧记车厢中拥吻
I will love you till I die
无缘无份怎可分解
痴心一片原是孽债
悠悠长夜记起每句说话
How I love you my darling
How i miss you
宁愿永远失败
来填补对你的债
仍想起某天几段情怀
I still love you till I die
I still love you till I die

唱:太极
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每一次听见这首歌,就让我想起那些港片浪漫激情的一幕:型男踩着电单车在高速公路上疾驰,穿梭车辆中;只为再见心爱的人一面。

"I would do anything, anything, to see you again..."

只可惜,这种场景只会出现在香港和好莱坞电影中。

还记得我曾经认识这样的一名男生,不管路途多遥远,雨下得多么大,风再怎么吹,他都不顾一切来我家门口,只等见我一面。每当看见他停在我家门前,摘下头盔的那一霎那,除了欢喜之外,心里还有一丝怜惜的感觉。怎么了,下雨了还要来?

很可惜,现实终归现实,我们还得向学历,前途低头。没有相等的学历,就等于没有相同的话题;没有相当的学历,就没有安稳的职业;没有安稳的职业,短期内也看不到明亮的前途。结果我还是选择放弃。

“曾遇挫折失败 旁人不理我呼嗌 全因你某天舒我愁怀 我已深深了解” -- 不要因为我赋予安慰,就爱我一世

“宁愿永远失败 来填补对你的债”--不要放弃自己,因为人生是有希望的

“但你忘情将爱活埋 何解不理这心态 还请紧记车厢中拥吻” -- 献给爱过我的这位男生,我会永远牵挂心中

“无缘无份怎可分解 痴心一片原是孽债 悠悠长夜记起每句说话 ” --永远记得你