告别单纯

逐渐地,我发现自己挥别了那高中时期的爱情。忘记的,不是那刻骨铭心的一段感情;脱离的,却是那种学生时代单纯恋爱的感觉。

在经历了大大小小不一样的感情之后,我开始变得迷茫。模糊了自己对白马王子的定义,模糊了自己对爱情的种种渴求。你在公司职位是什么?驾的是什么车?买屋子了吗?跟我约会时要请我吃日本餐,韩国菜还是直接去跳舞?谈的话题是什么?是政经文教还是你家族累积了多少财富?

小的时候想快点长大谈一场好莱坞式轰轰烈烈的爱情,但尝试过成人世界的恋情之后,却只想回到以前学生时代那在学校大草场相对着吃饭盒谈个天南地北的那种简单快乐的感觉。

很可惜,连林宇中那种好有感觉的大学情歌,我开始感染不到。我想在那几年的沉沦中,我学会了怎么该不掉眼泪。

你紧紧的拥抱,唤醒了我沉睡的意识,让我重新记得,我要的是什么。

Comments

Jin Wen said…
简单的爱情往往较细水长流,太复杂的爱情只会五彩缤纷的来,在遍体鳞伤地走。我还是喜欢省钱的饭盒,至少你知道他愿意为你们的将来而作现在的打算。
Xweing said…
Wow... I wonder who's that "另一个人"... ^_^
leonardlcy said…
I guess once you start working, all the idealism you held during uni and sec time just vanishes into thin air. Disillusionment, materialism cloaks the outer core of our existence so much that its no longer easy to see deep into the heart of another.
And when you finally found that special person, you realise that you are a victim of the cloak you try to put on in front of everyone. So much so the other person can no longer have a chance to peer into your core, into what you truly belive in.
Xweing said…
That's just so true, Leonard. I guess the right person will just have to be the one that saves me... from all this disillusionment and pretence... and sees me for who I really am deep inside.

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